Exactly – failure will just lead to even more shit… social services, mandatory psych evaluations, and so on and on.
The chances of failure or some busy-body interfering is what stops me too. Failure can lead to utter pointlessness and depression PLUS being wheelchair bound with monitoring.
I already was in this situation. My last serious attempt was almost exactly two years ago. Lying in this hospital bed, with these beeping machines around me, the doctors doing their best to keep me alive. It taught me that I had to pull my shit together and change my life. Shortly after I moved to a different part of Germany and left everything behind. And that was the best decision I ever made.
Jeffery Witman says
Too relateable.
jackmarten says
times 2
Doug Keipp says
my #1 reason for not attempting
Morphy says
Exactly – failure will just lead to even more shit… social services, mandatory psych evaluations, and so on and on.
The chances of failure or some busy-body interfering is what stops me too.
Failure can lead to utter pointlessness and depression PLUS being wheelchair bound with monitoring.
Skylar S Sunday says
OOF.
sunflowerofice says
fear of if I were to fail helped me survive til now honestly.
Fabio Ramirez says
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Keira James says
Aw fuck… yeah.
FML says
Too much truth
Nina Felwitch says
I already was in this situation. My last serious attempt was almost exactly two years ago. Lying in this hospital bed, with these beeping machines around me, the doctors doing their best to keep me alive. It taught me that I had to pull my shit together and change my life.
Shortly after I moved to a different part of Germany and left everything behind. And that was the best decision I ever made.
Leiba R says
Story of my life.
Kinzy Kite says
Been there…
MP says
Half the reason I haven’t gone through with it yet. Failing would leave me in an even worse place.