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depression comix #270

Published December 26, 2015 57 Comments

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Commentary from December 29, 2015
My last pieces of art online in 2015. Last year I drew a Santa Claus who suffered from depression, this year I thought I’d draw something a little more upbeat. I deliberated a lot on what would be the present, but I thought a scarf would be nice because I could show her wearing it in subsequent strips. I went for a closeup in the last panel but I didn’t like how it turned out so I felt it needed a little bit more, hence the picture at the end of the two of them wearing the scarf. I was hoping that the scarf plus their hand holding would make a heart shape but no matter how I worked it it looked unnatural. Ah well. The really nice thing about the picture at the end was drawing big, more than the credit card-sized panels I have to work with normally. It has a lot of room to breathe.
Anyways, it ended depression comix in 2015. 53 strips and not a single missed deadline, and that in itself is a milestone for myself, one I hope to continue in 2016.
Thank you all for reading! Happy New Year!
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  1. Rachel says

    December 26, 2015 at 9:22 am

    This made me smile. Thank you for your comics,I’m really looking forward to what 2016 brings.

    Reply
    • clay says

      December 26, 2015 at 10:07 pm

      Thank you, Rachel, and I’ll do my best in 2016 so please keep reading.

      Reply
      • jackmarten says

        April 23, 2018 at 1:44 am

        this is so very sweet! i love your work! very much well done! thank you very much!

        Reply
  2. Elena Granina says

    December 26, 2015 at 9:27 am

    yay!!

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    • Opus the Poet says

      December 27, 2015 at 5:23 am

      +1 Yay! Shared this with every social media I have access to.

      Reply
  3. Tomasz Gwóźdź says

    December 26, 2015 at 9:27 am

    It’s nice to survive for someone, to have someone who will give you to reason to live.

    Reply
  4. Carla Marie says

    December 26, 2015 at 9:29 am

    That’s touching, my daughter is the only one that makes it worth while. She’s always there.

    Reply
  5. Aaron B Simpson says

    December 26, 2015 at 9:31 am

    Beautiful.

    Reply
  6. Kitana Yamigan says

    December 26, 2015 at 10:05 am

    Rudy Bautista-Bonilla im glad your alive :3

    Reply
    • Rudy Bautista-Bonilla says

      December 26, 2015 at 10:06 am

      Thank you I really appreciate that so much ?

      Reply
  7. Alie Pesicka says

    December 26, 2015 at 10:09 am

    Lara Mary ♡♡♡

    Reply
  8. Heather Bufkin says

    December 26, 2015 at 10:12 am

    Awww 🙂

    I’m glad *you’re* alive, Clay.

    Reply
    • depression comix says

      December 26, 2015 at 10:11 pm

      Thank you, Heather, I feel the same. I’m glad you’re here, Heather!

      Reply
  9. Nicholas T says

    December 26, 2015 at 10:22 am

    Wow, this made me tear up.

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  10. Tonya Woolard says

    December 26, 2015 at 11:14 am

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  11. Peter says

    December 26, 2015 at 12:45 pm

    Hooray! The freckled gal pulls us through again! Great strip, Clay. Thanks for your comix in 2015. You express what is un-expressible for so many of us. It’s an encouragement and a relief to know someone gets it. Keep up the good work, bro! I’m looking forward to more of it in 2016!

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    • clay says

      December 26, 2015 at 10:09 pm

      She really deserves a starring role, doesn’t she?

      Reply
  12. Brigitte Baker says

    December 26, 2015 at 12:45 pm

    I love that it’s Gryffindor colors! 🙂

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    • depression comix says

      December 26, 2015 at 8:33 pm

      Gryffindor colors are the best!

      Reply
    • Hannah Krau says

      December 26, 2015 at 10:29 pm

      Hufflepuff is sooo much better 😛

      Reply
    • Brigitte Baker says

      December 26, 2015 at 11:12 pm

      Nah, no way! 🙂

      Reply
  13. LaShaun Hardy-Harris says

    December 26, 2015 at 12:51 pm

    I would like to know that feeling

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    • Daniele Gallesio says

      December 26, 2015 at 5:48 pm

      Me too… :'(

      Reply
    • depression comix says

      December 26, 2015 at 8:35 pm

      The freckled girlfriend strips are to illustrate positive relationships *can* happen with depression, it’s unfortunately not the norm.

      Reply
  14. Marc Singleton says

    December 26, 2015 at 1:19 pm

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  15. Jessica de Bruin says

    December 26, 2015 at 2:14 pm

    Does this mean the girl with the bangs is on the road to recovery? I hope so.

    Reply
    • depression comix says

      December 26, 2015 at 8:38 pm

      I hope so too, I’ve been dying to spin her off in her own series…

      Reply
  16. Esmerelda Bohème says

    December 26, 2015 at 3:32 pm

    Here’s to Hope!

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    • depression comix says

      December 26, 2015 at 8:39 pm

      Hope is the only thing that keeps many of us alive, so here’s to hope as well!

      Reply
    • Agarax says

      January 5, 2016 at 1:56 am

      I lived without hope for a long time. I simply could not experience the emotion, and without that the idea of hope seemed empty. I wanted to get better, but I wasn’t capable of hoping that I ever would. It’s difficult to overcome an illness that makes you want to give up before you even try. Being unable to feel hope didn’t mean there was no reason to hope.

      Reply
  17. Moira Shepherd says

    December 26, 2015 at 3:50 pm

    It’s so cute!!

    Reply
  18. jagsnfl says

    December 26, 2015 at 3:51 pm

    Awwwww shiiiieeeeeeeeeeet this made me smile

    Reply
  19. Johanna Manninen says

    December 26, 2015 at 4:21 pm

    This made me cry a little bit ? Thank you Clay for being there and making feelings of depression visible in an understandable way.

    Reply
    • depression comix says

      December 26, 2015 at 8:36 pm

      Thank you Johanna Manninen for giving my work a read and for your kind comments 🙂

      Reply
  20. Daniele Gallesio says

    December 26, 2015 at 5:54 pm

    I’m alone

    And not able to stop being alone

    :'(

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    • Graham Edge says

      December 26, 2015 at 8:35 pm

      You’re amongst people who understand here, and though I know I doesn’t feel like it but people, strangers even, care. *hugs*
      You’ve heard this a thousand times I’d wager, but these things can and will change, often unexpectedly. I was friendless and alone for much of my life but slowly at first things began to change and now I so, so rich in wonderful friends and might be on the verge of my first romance (I’m 38 years old).

      So hang on in there, be kind to yourself and I hope that 2016 brings bright and good things to you *hug*

      Reply
  21. Steve Savitzky says

    December 27, 2015 at 1:54 am

    This is wonderful! Thank you!

    Reply
  22. Michael Amman says

    December 27, 2015 at 3:54 am

    Ken Snow.

    Reply
  23. Owein Herrmann says

    December 27, 2015 at 11:03 am

    Thank you.

    Reply
  24. Julie says

    December 27, 2015 at 2:33 pm

    Thank you so much for drawing these. These have opened my eyes to some things I do. It’s actually helped me start getting better and work and handle through things I have. I’ve reached a peak I never thought I’d hit alone, and any progress is good progress. This comic made me smile and this entire comic has educated me about what I go through in its own way.

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    • clay says

      December 29, 2015 at 7:18 am

      You’re right, any progress is good progress. Have a Happy New Year!

      Reply
  25. Penelope says

    December 28, 2015 at 3:01 am

    I just re-read the whole archive of this comic, and it’s helped me to realise that I’m getting there. I -am- getting better. There is hope. Thank you for that.

    Reply
  26. Dominic says

    December 28, 2015 at 3:12 pm

    Cheers!

    Reply
  27. EyeQuestOn says

    December 28, 2015 at 11:56 pm

    Hi

    I nearly missed the bonus “Thank you for surviving 2015 See you in 2016″… Don’t always feel up to or feel like reading OR or or am ‘too busy’ to read the comments… Am so glad I did…

    Am beginning to really believe that, beyond the trolls, AND especially HERE are others who DO understand.

    Clay, many MANY thanks for this continuous supply of a dose of sanity in the midst of this crazy world… Especially your bonus “Thank you…”

    All the best to ALL of you guys out there!

    Blessings from,

    EyeQuestOn (Ian from Brighton, Sussex, UK)

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    • clay says

      December 29, 2015 at 7:22 am

      In fairness, any troll-like comments I just delete. I’d like the comments section to be a safe place for anyone to post without worrying about being mocked, because I’d like this place to be for those who understand or those who are trying to understand.

      Have a Happy New Year!

      Reply
  28. Dana W says

    December 31, 2015 at 3:47 pm

    Please delete my post. I’m sorry I put that there, and there is no delete button. There is no excuse for that.

    Reply
    • clay says

      December 31, 2015 at 4:30 pm

      I deleted it for you but you’re always welcome to vent here.

      Reply
  29. DannyboyO1 says

    January 1, 2016 at 10:37 am

    Thanks. I share these with all my therapy buddies.

    Reply
  30. 1544c says

    January 4, 2016 at 12:10 pm

    This was nice 😀

    Reply
  31. Sasha says

    January 14, 2016 at 7:08 am

    This comic just made me cry a little bit, but in a good way. Thank you for understanding as an artist to whose work your audience relates, that messages like this really can help remind us to keep going. I hope you have a wonderful year <3

    Reply
  32. Max Olsen says

    January 16, 2016 at 12:18 am

    This one makes me happy. Thank you, simple joys in life.

    Reply
  33. Catalina Feloneous says

    March 29, 2016 at 11:34 pm

    This made me cry…

    Reply
  34. Janmat says

    June 3, 2016 at 3:29 am

    I so, so love this one. It’s my go to comic for when I’m down. Thanks Clay!

    Reply
  35. MaahHeim says

    November 8, 2016 at 3:53 am

    That was lovely

    Reply
  36. gqbrielle says

    December 16, 2016 at 10:55 pm

    <3

    Reply
  37. Lu says

    December 25, 2016 at 2:29 am

    The worst part in having that kind of Christmas once is the way you miss it when it’s hopelessly lost.

    Reply
  38. Em says

    October 29, 2017 at 8:23 am

    This is really amazing. I love it. I may be single, but there’s a person who’s been an amazing friend and kept me alive half of the time. I don’t get to talk with her much, as she’s moved, but when I do, it reminds me that… this is miserable, depression, but there’ll be people who will hold my hand and do their best to help.

    Reply

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