EVERY. FUCKING. DAY. I feel like my brain is working like fucking crazy everytime I talk to someone, because I’m not even being real and I’m so tired to be something that I’m not, but I have to do it because my mind is fucked up and it will be like that until I go to a place where I can finally be myself without the fear of feeling rejected by people who are clearly old minded at work, school or any place where I must go.
I’m like this even though I didn’t have my depression back then.. I really hate saying hi to people.. Nor i want to engage talking with anyone unless its necessarily.. but now in my current situation.. I just want to lock myself in my room forever..
EVERY. FUCKING. DAY.
I feel like my brain is working like fucking crazy everytime I talk to someone, because I’m not even being real and I’m so tired to be something that I’m not, but I have to do it because my mind is fucked up and it will be like that until I go to a place where I can finally be myself without the fear of feeling rejected by people who are clearly old minded at work, school or any place where I must go.
I’m like this even though I didn’t have my depression back then.. I really hate saying hi to people.. Nor i want to engage talking with anyone unless its necessarily.. but now in my current situation.. I just want to lock myself in my room forever..
Goodness. I never realized how much I do that.